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you really dont deserve that at all oh Stewart Im so sorry you are having to go through this and then take you somewhere away for a short time I think Ffion could accompany you to the station as this is very serious we need to get to the police asap or seperately and they work together a few months is the situation with him more recent? P lrlr is abusing you in real life? could you buy a pay as you go phone? twitter threads SE email falmouth email phone call whatsapp stewart.easton.illustration ig facebook linkedin could we contact you safely on but you can start emailing me any screen shots for now - or wetransfer is he based in north london? or only from instagram? do you know P lrlr in real life? but if you are being threatened with violence its important to have someone that can get to you i will be really sensitive to the fact its your son Do you think you can do that? i wont try to contact him until tomorrow if so do you think you can share his number with me this evening? but also someone from your family I think its good to have someone who can get to you physically but i would feel more comfortable if I can do this with Ffion ok I can help - and will check everything through you first sorry I know thats a lot to share - take your time no rush Dead Man glasses Holly Miami or threatening something else sharing images and videos publicly speaking to claire violence do they threaten money or other people as well or money to p lrlr and you have to pay money to vv and physical psychological and it involves painful things to you that you dont like and in see or only online beyond what you do yourself does anything happen irl with other people or being threatened to be shared are the images videos already published somewhere ? or other people also but vv and p lrlr are the two pressuring you the most but pressure from different people to stay with the rules and some do things to you some who watch people with different roles so a group was made of this lifestyle choice through your ig or not ? is there a device you can use to do that? however only you can do the submission for nciii thats ok you want to email me things to me? maybe get the stopncii tag on any images or videos first? i know its you who has to decide the best way to proceed i wont do anything i promise Maybe hearing a friendly voice may help a bit - but no pressure Or not today Would you like to call me to just chat about anything I wish I could meet you for a walk so you knew you weren’t alone in this It must have felt quite isolating to deal with on your own I’m sorry you have had to go through this Processing? How are you feeling? we could also contact these places for advice nationaldahelpline org uk revengepornhelpline practice visualising a white light protecting you but you can begin to put your boundaries up again they have ground you down so much to make you think you dont have boundaries you can control what enters your headspace - not them yes some of it is psychic stuff - but they are pretending they have more power than they do remember that they are playing tricks on your mind I do think them being made aware you have 'people' on your side will make them stop so very happy to do this they can do nothing to me and i am not scared of them and P lrlr then i will message vv if you click by accident or just testing- press this page when / if you want me to do this - only then click this page and share everything with them if you try to contact Stewart again we will go to the police and contact your gallery and family we have screenshots and aware of everything saying a group of us are now aware of this situation when you choose to block them, if you want I can send them a message myself And the daily meditation with brother Richard is a nice podcast His episode on Orange Juice For The Ears podcast is nice If not you may like him as he is also a practicing Buddhist Have you listened much to Timothy Morton? Maybe go outside and go for a walk listening to something Something nice and distracting- maybe non fiction to think about something else If they are getting into your head maybe listen to podcasts and audiobooks reportfraud.police.uk/sextortion/ altahonos.com/guides/how-to-stop-sextortion-on-instagram Screen shot evidence I’m here with you x Try to get a small bit of sleep if you can I’m here x just processing a bit im still here but feel like I will be a bit quieter now i just needed to clear up some space on here New Page I can send emails to you here StuHan8@ wonderfulbeachwalk@gmail.com but im still here x I will give you some time to process this She is using that as a way to feel like you cant escape her but you are not - people care for you her bullying works by making you feel like you are on your own you dont need to go into specifics - but I am certain he would want to help his dad but it is important that you know this you should be free to stop whenever you want it doesnt matter what was agreed at one point You decide what is best for you - no one else and I think it is important that you realise that if it was just fun you would feel you can stop whenever you want - even when acting out S roles if it makes you feel uncomfortable that is a sign it has crossed your boundaries you are not going crazy - you are being pushed to your limits I have also read this is common for certain dynamics in this lifestyle to be pushed too far I have also read it is common with masking as the role to play is clear - even if not good for you and sometimes the intensity such as pain can be mistaken for a deep emotion I have read that this is common for Alexithymia that is beyond the rules of a healthy relationship - even in that lifestyle when you try to stop you are made to feel you are not allowed even if you say you agree - you dont really want to do it Yes I do think this is an example of bullying pressure and email acounts is someone logged in on your social media do they threaten you when you try to stop do they have IRL access to you is filming/ photos involved is money involved She has no power over me - I’m not scared of her I think she is trying to pretend she has more power than she does Or did something to me Will send some messages in a bit things will get better x but its ok to not feel ok too x Acupuncture helped me so much Sleep is so important to help us feel well Or somatic healing therapy New Page Standard buttons to say what You (SFE) feel want like i will manage that myself i am being watched on my devices can you call them please can you do this for me Ok we are getting somewhere :) i think that is sweet wonderful You think I’m a good person who deserves a good life go slower New Page im trying that was a lot for me to process i need some quiet time now i may seem quiet but inside my head is loud stay here with me but quietly x stay here with me what do you think? i like sunny days i do not like sunny days i like rainy days i do not like rainy days i care a lot for my sons i think that is nice I’m feeling happy i think I am funnier than you :) im feeling lovely i feel relaxed my head feels quiet I’m feeling tired Im feeling angry I am feeling very angry I wish everyone would leave me alone I’m feeling hangry I’m feeling hangry :) (sorry couldn’t resist) I’m feeling ok I am choosing where I put my energy I’m feeling a bit anxious roof Im not feeling happy I’m feeling annoyed people are pressuring me I dont have to explain myself please let me decide for myself I dont like doing that It is ok for me to say what I dont like I will not do that my head feels loud I have a weird energy My chest feels tight my muscles wont relax i have a head ache that irritated me a bit but im ok I am practicing choosing what is best for me im not sure how im feeling that interaction is draining me Ive decided this isnt good for me let me make my own decision that specifically is difficult for me that specifically is easy for me bad memories good memories just expressing myself just talking to myself please dont respond to this - let me just say how i feel nothing to do with you i am nice i am a good person well we both know I am the smart one out of the two of us :) can I email it to you have you ever read anything about unmaskng or Alexithhymea - I dont think I can spell it properly Hannah proper :) And something northern like ey up :) And mardy Oojamacallit Cov you are being annoying :) no you are really be annoying - no smiley genuine laugh sarcastic laugh go away :) tumbleweed sorry thank you i like to see i dont like to see i want to see i dont want to see i dont know im not sure what you mean sorry but I need more time i would like to do that i dont want to do that that is what i mean that isnt what I mean i like that i dont like that ok yes no New Page please do any numbers with a bit of time in between so they appear in the right order 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0 New Page https://mankind.org.uk/ https://mankind.org.uk/help-for-victims/types-of-domestic-abuse/ https://bloom.chayn.co/ https://stopncii.org/ no one really has power over you remind yourself its psychological games - not real arrange a therapy to help write one thing a day that is true - how you feel, what you did, what you like write 3 nice things you are aiming for in the next 6 months listen to a gentle guided meditation once a day no more coded messages, write true (phonetic or nice acronyms on here is ok) dont wear any initials on clothes or rings drink nettle tea no drugs or alcohol read daily no psychedelic music walk 30 minutes a day visit nature once a day change any necessary passwords no instagram or social media for at least 2 weeks delete any hashtags, comments or posts that sign power away screenshot any messages that show bullying/ pressure block all relevant accounts from all accounts map to start today New Page Collaboration_with_nature Studio_work Home2b FO foxglove Portfolio_2024 Paintings Home_ FMP tests Theory MA coursework Interviews
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you really dont deserve that at alloh Stewart Im so sorry you are having to go through thisand then take you somewhere away for a short timeI think Ffion could accompany you to the stationas this is very serious we need to get to the police asapor seperatelyand they work togethera few monthsis the situation with him more recent?P lrlr is abusing you in real life?could you buy a pay as you go phone?twitterthreadsSE emailfalmouth emailphone callwhatsappstewart.easton.illustration igfacebooklinkedincould we contact you safely onbut you can start emailing me any screen shots for now - or wetransferis he based in north london?or only from instagram?do you know P lrlr in real life?but if you are being threatened with violence its important to have someone that can get to youi will be really sensitive to the fact its your sonDo you think you can do that?i wont try to contact him until tomorrow if sodo you think you can share his number with me this evening?but also someone from your familyI think its good to have someone who can get to you physicallybut i would feel more comfortable if I can do this with Ffionok I can help - and will check everything through you firstsorry I know thats a lot to share - take your time no rushDead Man glassesHolly Miamior threatening something elsesharing images and videos publiclyspeaking to claireviolencedo they threaten moneyor other people as wellor money to p lrlrand you have to pay money to vvand physicalpsychologicaland it involves painful things to you that you dont likeand in seeor only onlinebeyond what you do yourself does anything happen irl with other peopleor being threatened to be sharedare the images videos already published somewhere ?or other people alsobut vv and p lrlr are the two pressuring you the mostbut pressure from different people to stay with the rulesand some do things to yousome who watchpeople with different rolesso a group was made of this lifestyle choice through your igor not ?is there a device you can use to do that?however only you can do the submission for nciiithats okyou want to email me things to me?maybe get the stopncii tag on any images or videos first?i know its you who has to decide the best way to proceedi wont do anything i promiseMaybe hearing a friendly voice may help a bit - but no pressure Or not todayWould you like to call me to just chat about anything I wish I could meet you for a walk so you knew you weren’t alone in thisIt must have felt quite isolating to deal with on your ownI’m sorry you have had to go through thisProcessing?How are you feeling?we could also contact these places for advicenationaldahelpline org ukrevengepornhelplinepractice visualising a white light protecting youbut you can begin to put your boundaries up againthey have ground you down so much to make you think you dont have boundariesyou can control what enters your headspace - not themyes some of it is psychic stuff - but they are pretending they have more power than they doremember that they are playing tricks on your mindI do think them being made aware you have 'people' on your side will make them stopso very happy to do thisthey can do nothing to me and i am not scared of themand P lrlrthen i will message vvif you click by accident or just testing- press this pagewhen / if you want me to do this - only then click this pageand share everything with themif you try to contact Stewart again we will go to the police and contact your gallery and familywe have screenshots and aware of everythingsaying a group of us are now aware of this situationwhen you choose to block them, if you want I can send them a message myselfAnd the daily meditation with brother Richard is a nice podcastHis episode on Orange Juice For The Ears podcast is niceIf not you may like him as he is also a practicing BuddhistHave you listened much to Timothy Morton?Maybe go outside and go for a walk listening to somethingSomething nice and distracting- maybe non fiction to think about something elseIf they are getting into your head maybe listen to podcasts and audiobooksreportfraud.police.uk/sextortion/altahonos.com/guides/how-to-stop-sextortion-on-instagramScreen shot evidence I’m here with you xTry to get a small bit of sleep if you canI’m here xjust processing a bitim still here but feel like I will be a bit quieter nowi just needed to clear up some space on hereNew PageI can send emails to you hereStuHan8@wonderfulbeachwalk@gmail.combut im still here xI will give you some time to process thisShe is using that as a way to feel like you cant escape herbut you are not - people care for youher bullying works by making you feel like you are on your ownyou dont need to go into specifics - but I am certain he would want to help his dadbut it is important that you know thisyou should be free to stop whenever you wantit doesnt matter what was agreed at one pointYou decide what is best for you - no one elseand I think it is important that you realise thatif it was just fun you would feel you can stop whenever you want - even when acting out S rolesif it makes you feel uncomfortable that is a sign it has crossed your boundariesyou are not going crazy - you are being pushed to your limitsI have also read this is common for certain dynamics in this lifestyle to be pushed too farI have also read it is common with masking as the role to play is clear - even if not good for youand sometimes the intensity such as pain can be mistaken for a deep emotionI have read that this is common for Alexithymiathat is beyond the rules of a healthy relationship - even in that lifestylewhen you try to stop you are made to feel you are not allowedeven if you say you agree - you dont really want to do itYes I do think this is an example of bullying pressureand email acountsis someone logged in on your social mediado they threaten you when you try to stopdo they have IRL access to youis filming/ photos involvedis money involvedShe has no power over me - I’m not scared of herI think she is trying to pretend she has more power than she doesOr did something to meWill send some messages in a bitthings will get better xbut its ok to not feel ok too xAcupuncture helped me so muchSleep is so important to help us feel wellOr somatic healing therapyNew PageStandard buttons to say what You (SFE) feel want likei will manage that myselfi am being watched on my devicescan you call themplease can you do this for meOk we are getting somewhere :)i think that is sweetwonderfulYou think I’m a good person who deserves a good lifego slowerNew Pageim tryingthat was a lot for me to processi need some quiet time nowi may seem quiet but inside my head is loudstay here with me but quietly xstay here with mewhat do you think?i like sunny daysi do not like sunny daysi like rainy daysi do not like rainy daysi care a lot for my sonsi think that is niceI’m feeling happyi think I am funnier than you :)im feeling lovelyi feel relaxedmy head feels quietI’m feeling tiredIm feeling angryI am feeling very angryI wish everyone would leave me aloneI’m feeling hangryI’m feeling hangry :) (sorry couldn’t resist) I’m feeling okI am choosing where I put my energyI’m feeling a bit anxiousroofIm not feeling happyI’m feeling annoyedpeople are pressuring meI dont have to explain myselfplease let me decide for myselfI dont like doing thatIt is ok for me to say what I dont likeI will not do thatmy head feels loudI have a weird energyMy chest feels tightmy muscles wont relaxi have a head achethat irritated me a bit but im okI am practicing choosing what is best for meim not sure how im feelingthat interaction is draining meIve decided this isnt good for melet me make my own decisionthat specifically is difficult for methat specifically is easy for mebad memoriesgood memoriesjust expressing myselfjust talking to myselfplease dont respond to this - let me just say how i feelnothing to do with youi am nicei am a good personwell we both know I am the smart one out of the two of us :)can I email it to youhave you ever read anything about unmaskngor Alexithhymea - I dont think I can spell it properlyHannahproper :)And something northern like ey up :)And mardyOojamacallitCovyou are being annoying :)no you are really be annoying - no smileygenuine laughsarcastic laughgo away :)tumbleweedsorrythank youi like to seei dont like to seei want to seei dont want to seei dont knowim not sure what you meansorry but I need more timei would like to do thati dont want to do thatthat is what i meanthat isnt what I meani like thati dont like thatokyesnoNew Pageplease do any numbers with a bit of time in between so they appear in the right order9876543210New Pagehttps://mankind.org.uk/https://mankind.org.uk/help-for-victims/types-of-domestic-abuse/https://bloom.chayn.co/https://stopncii.org/no one really has power over youremind yourself its psychological games - not realarrange a therapy to helpwrite one thing a day that is true - how you feel, what you did, what you likewrite 3 nice things you are aiming for in the next 6 monthslisten to a gentle guided meditation once a dayno more coded messages, write true (phonetic or nice acronyms on here is ok)dont wear any initials on clothes or ringsdrink nettle teano drugs or alcoholread dailyno psychedelic musicwalk 30 minutes a dayvisit nature once a daychange any necessary passwordsno instagram or social media for at least 2 weeksdelete any hashtags, comments or posts that sign power awayscreenshot any messages that show bullying/ pressureblock all relevant accounts from all accountsmap to start todayNew PageCollaboration_with_natureStudio_workHome2bFOfoxglovePortfolio_2024PaintingsHome_FMP testsTheoryMA courseworkInterviews

 

 
 
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