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but keep trying send messages about music or football or whatever keep trying in your way or apologise directly even if it is difficult for you to talk about it directly but just keep trying and swallow your pride with ffions help Archie is a bit younger - so I think you need to lead so it makes them feel special to you that allows people to get close to you and over time you can practice opening up a bit more let him help you in this way he is old enough to be a really nice ally i can tell he wants you to be well keep him close even if you dont want to talk about anything im sure he was happy that you reached out to him he may put these things together so i think combined with the situation with archie but I think I sounded more concerned than dramatic or he decided to himself (a week after replying) and i dont know if you told him to block me especially not knowing me Im sure it was a bit of a strange message for him to receive so I didnt mention any specific beyond this and i said I didnt think Claire was aware about this and it may be nice for you to have someone who can see him physically and that maybe you mght need help in an indirect way and asked if that was familiar to how you spoke to him i said how you mentioned some things but that someone may be bullying you online saying I was a bit worried about you but i sent him a voice message i dont know what Ffion said about my message and when the time is right you can explain a bit more about your situation small steps to show them you care once a week at least send them both a message about something - anything and you need to protect the bond you have with your sons now but first you need to get out of this situation with her for the people you love - who love you to and when you are healed you can do what you need to do this is not your fault and things are now going to get better i promise but that is good - and it will get easier so it will feel uncomfortable for a bit about these things she was making you do previously i think you used francis as a way to not have to think when its too much try and move or think about your artwork that is good and healthy its normal for you to now feel a lot no healthy person would ever push you to do these things around your family and work knowing that this situation wasnt doing you good she deliberately pushed you to do these things but that is too keep you low and under her control for too long you have had her telling you goodness knows what about yourself is a standard reaction to emotional and pssychological abuse but i promise you, how you feel i can feel it when things get a bit manic she is clearly very unwell and you are absorbing her energy then you can heal yourself that is why it is important for you to get out of that situation as soon as you can that isnt healthy for anyone to deal with and having all boundaries pushed you are being pushed to your limits i have read about it - this is a normal reaction you are having you cant judge your actions when you are under this coercive control then you can get therapy or help in someway i think first get out of the situation from her can you delete the ig post on the stone anthem page? imagine him performing at the opening you should ask Tomo if he knows a gallery in Japan look how far you have come already since i met you! you have to keep moving forward but she has to find her own path that isnt your problem now misery loves company that is what addicts need she is stuck and wants you to stay stuck with her you are the strong one - who can see things and making changes and dont let her try to trick you into believing bad things dont let francis completely close up again think about these things instead if something comes up you dont want to think about pinterest, lists, moodboards and your residency plan let mulling that over distract you too i also think you should make a book pitch anything can really happen! dont worry about logistics - just identify focus on that - good things will follow find artists that are where you would like to be make a list of galleries (wherever in the world) start imagining what an exhibition would look like you are going to make some great pieces i can tell so if you feel too much - think about artwork a clear head and happiness will come i promise the way forward is your sons, your artwork and peace she wants you to feel low you so you stay with her your main goal is to just keep moving forward but as long as you are still in contact with her clear your head then when things are clearer you can get someone to help you keep moving forward whenever it feels too much focus on your artwork plan you feeling things good and bad is a good sign of healing they would love you and confidence it would give you and something like that would be worth it for the experience when i went to china they paid for everything but i bet japanese galleries are really generous with paying for travel etc i understand the tax issue combined with the buddhist influence! i can imagine they would love your work there so much i also think YOU should look at Japanese galleries I think you could charm him : ) Robert diamant find him on ig and email them get some nice photos taken of your best pieces your work is so unique you have to aim high New Page and of course all your paintings Those new big pieces would be amazing in an exhibition Ask him to visit your studio when he is next in London robert@carlfreedman.com I think you should try the Carl freedman gallery Closeness at a distance : ) how funny that i feel that way when i haven’t even met you yet I find myself missing you this evening I hope you are feeling ok You i would prefer you target me than them they are too important you must not left her ruin your relationship with them i think that is good though that you got the ball rolling maybe now you have started he may asks some questions after my message and maybe ffion will put two and two together hopefully that will help thats good if you spoke about archie do you think it was enough for him to guess something? sorry if i am a bit much sometimes i think i am too sensitive to everything i feel like im too emotional sometimes does this mean some small steps forward ? oh you saw Ffion? 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but keep trying send messages about music or football or whatever keep trying in your way or apologise directly even if it is difficult for you to talk about it directly but just keep trying and swallow your pride with ffions help Archie is a bit younger - so I think you need to lead so it makes them feel special to you that allows people to get close to you and over time you can practice opening up a bit more let him help you in this way he is old enough to be a really nice ally i can tell he wants you to be well keep him close even if you dont want to talk about anything im sure he was happy that you reached out to him he may put these things together so i think combined with the situation with archie but I think I sounded more concerned than dramatic or he decided to himself (a week after replying)and i dont know if you told him to block me especially not knowing me Im sure it was a bit of a strange message for him to receive so I didnt mention any specific beyond this and i said I didnt think Claire was aware about this and it may be nice for you to have someone who can see him physically and that maybe you mght need help in an indirect way and asked if that was familiar to how you spoke to him i said how you mentioned some things but that someone may be bullying you online saying I was a bit worried about you but i sent him a voice message i dont know what Ffion said about my message and when the time is right you can explain a bit more about your situation small steps to show them you care once a week at least send them both a message about something - anything and you need to protect the bond you have with your sons now but first you need to get out of this situation with her for the people you love - who love you to and when you are healed you can do what you need to do this is not your fault and things are now going to get better i promise but that is good - and it will get easier so it will feel uncomfortable for a bit about these things she was making you do previously i think you used francis as a way to not have to think when its too much try and move or think about your artwork that is good and healthy its normal for you to now feel a lot no healthy person would ever push you to do these things around your family and work knowing that this situation wasnt doing you good she deliberately pushed you to do these things but that is too keep you low and under her control for too long you have had her telling you goodness knows what about yourself is a standard reaction to emotional and pssychological abuse but i promise you, how you feel i can feel it when things get a bit manic she is clearly very unwell and you are absorbing her energy then you can heal yourself that is why it is important for you to get out of that situation as soon as you can that isnt healthy for anyone to deal with and having all boundaries pushed you are being pushed to your limits i have read about it - this is a normal reaction you are having you cant judge your actions when you are under this coercive control then you can get therapy or help in someway i think first get out of the situation from her can you delete the ig post on the stone anthem page?imagine him performing at the opening you should ask Tomo if he knows a gallery in Japan look how far you have come already since i met you!you have to keep moving forward but she has to find her own path that isnt your problem now misery loves company that is what addicts need she is stuck and wants you to stay stuck with her you are the strong one - who can see things and making changes and dont let her try to trick you into believing bad things dont let francis completely close up again think about these things instead if something comes up you dont want to think about pinterest, lists, moodboards and your residency plan let mulling that over distract you too i also think you should make a book pitch anything can really happen!dont worry about logistics - just identify focus on that - good things will follow find artists that are where you would like to be make a list of galleries (wherever in the world)start imagining what an exhibition would look like you are going to make some great pieces i can tell so if you feel too much - think about artwork a clear head and happiness will come i promise the way forward is your sons, your artwork and peace she wants you to feel low you so you stay with her your main goal is to just keep moving forward but as long as you are still in contact with her clear your head then when things are clearer you can get someone to help you keep moving forward whenever it feels too much focus on your artwork plan you feeling things good and bad is a good sign of healing they would love you and confidence it would give you and something like that would be worth it for the experience when i went to china they paid for everything but i bet japanese galleries are really generous with paying for travel etc i understand the tax issue combined with the buddhist influence!i can imagine they would love your work there so much i also think YOU should look at Japanese galleries I think you could charm him : )Robert diamant find him on ig and email them get some nice photos taken of your best pieces your work is so unique you have to aim high New Page and of course all your paintings Those new big pieces would be amazing in an exhibition Ask him to visit your studio when he is next in London robert@carlfreedman.com I think you should try the Carl freedman gallery Closeness at a distance : )how funny that i feel that way when i haven’t even met you yet I find myself missing you this evening I hope you are feeling ok You i would prefer you target me than them they are too important you must not left her ruin your relationship with them i think that is good though that you got the ball rolling maybe now you have started he may asks some questions after my message and maybe ffion will put two and two together hopefully that will help thats good if you spoke about archie do you think it was enough for him to guess something?sorry if i am a bit much sometimes i think i am too sensitive to everything i feel like im too emotional sometimes does this mean some small steps forward ?oh you saw Ffion? Thats nice New Page pieces

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