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sorry processing this is making me feel like i may vomit
it is really really bad
because she knows she is a pedophile
that is why she doesnt want you to tell anyone
thats really upsetting
i feel so sorry for her children - to have such a cold mum
and i think if she is an abusive mum you should report her
as i could never have you around my son
I could never see a future with you if so
and this isnt actually something you find fun
oh god i really hope you can get better
I think that is so much worse than any games you are trying to do with me
as if neither of you realise how dark what you are doing actually is
and its so strange that the focus is so much on trying to upset me
it is all so dark
she must be really unwell to want to continue doing this stuff
which i really hope you arent
by making you act out this stuff - even if you are choosing to do it
its messing with your relationship to your sons
even if you guys think it is just a game
i dont understand how a healthy mum could treat another human that way
is she abusing them?
i worry how she treats her children
as it is very worrying from the outside
i hope you both get the help you need
as it is a little off putting that stuff
but again - if no change this week then i really am going
as i find this taste of activity really disturbing if you are choosing it
if you really want to stay - then i think you should let me know
i just dont know why you dont just walk away from her
so its strange game because it seems like you actually do want a real connection with me
but i think you are also desperate for some real company
i know there is weird game of trying to wind me up
or do you choose to do this stuff?
i just find it all very strange
because she is insecure?
is she very jealous of me?
you dont find that all really disturbing?
and you pretend to be your son?
does she pretend to be me?
please
and if you dont stop soon you will both be gone forever
it is disturbing what the two of you are doing together
she is clearly ill and will never stop on her own
just stand up walk away and say no more
if you have any real feelings for me at all - please try
i dont want to stop liking you - but all of this is pushing me that way
i find it gross - and i dont want that to fully overshadow my feelings for you
its making me go off you the thought of her and what your are doing
i cannot engage with you as long as she is still in the picture
please dont let me reach that point
i know myself that once i reach a certain place i never go back
this is my last attempt
and the part of me saying i should walk away completely is louder
today i care less than i did yesterday
and i physically and emotionally cant go through that again
you have forgotten how to feel - but i havent
my mind is made up that i cant do that rollercoaster again
please try
if something doesnt change this week then i know I am going
this isnt a threat its an update
Stewart i can feel my heart slipping away
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sorry processing this is making me feel like i may vomit
it is really really bad
because she knows she is a pedophile
that is why she doesnt want you to tell anyone
thats really upsetting
i feel so sorry for her children - to have such a cold mum
and i think if she is an abusive mum you should report her
as i could never have you around my son
I could never see a future with you if so
and this isnt actually something you find fun
oh god i really hope you can get better
I think that is so much worse than any games you are trying to do with me
as if neither of you realise how dark what you are doing actually is
and its so strange that the focus is so much on trying to upset me
it is all so dark
she must be really unwell to want to continue doing this stuff
which i really hope you arent
by making you act out this stuff - even if you are choosing to do it
its messing with your relationship to your sons
even if you guys think it is just a game
i dont understand how a healthy mum could treat another human that way
is she abusing them?
i worry how she treats her children
as it is very worrying from the outside
i hope you both get the help you need
as it is a little off putting that stuff
but again - if no change this week then i really am going
as i find this taste of activity really disturbing if you are choosing it
if you really want to stay - then i think you should let me know
i just dont know why you dont just walk away from her
so its strange game because it seems like you actually do want a real connection with me
but i think you are also desperate for some real company
i know there is weird game of trying to wind me up
or do you choose to do this stuff?
i just find it all very strange
because she is insecure?
is she very jealous of me?
you dont find that all really disturbing?
and you pretend to be your son?
does she pretend to be me?
please
and if you dont stop soon you will both be gone forever
it is disturbing what the two of you are doing together
she is clearly ill and will never stop on her own
just stand up walk away and say no more
if you have any real feelings for me at all - please try
i dont want to stop liking you - but all of this is pushing me that way
i find it gross - and i dont want that to fully overshadow my feelings for you
its making me go off you the thought of her and what your are doing
i cannot engage with you as long as she is still in the picture
please dont let me reach that point
i know myself that once i reach a certain place i never go back
this is my last attempt
and the part of me saying i should walk away completely is louder
today i care less than i did yesterday
and i physically and emotionally cant go through that again
you have forgotten how to feel - but i havent
my mind is made up that i cant do that rollercoaster again
please try
if something doesnt change this week then i know I am going
this isnt a threat its an update
Stewart i can feel my heart slipping away
pieces