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I just need some time to find myself again a bit I knew the circumstances and chose to do it. and not feel like you did something wrong I understand so I hope you can understand me saying this I just need some exchange afterwords and I know you are busy but I did really enjoy it - it was perfect for me and that’s not really possible right now but I n a bit of emotional exchange afterwards which I really enjoyed very much. it’s my fault for putting myself in that situation because otherwise I feel a bit left on my own afterwards I think maybe it’s better if we don’t do stuff for now New Page and I don’t think you are able to give that to me right now I think i need a bit more attention and reassurance if we are doing that whilst you are in that situation I think doing stuff makes it more complicated for me im going to take a bit of a break from here now i would really like Francis to feel like I am his friend infact that is something that upsets me - the thought of hurting someone i am not someone who likes hurting people so it would be nice if Francis can see that he can trust me a bit a form of protection. I see that Francis is trying to protect you its the way our minds handle these things also I have read that it is very common to have seperate selves after some trauma please I would really like that for you let your mind rest and find itself again try if you can to take a break from this stuff now i wish you could see that you deserve much nicer things who for some reason seems to think he deserves to suffer i think you are a very sweet lovely person and choose to think about ourselves in a more positive way but i think its also nice to not focus on these things so much just like you - everyone is very good at hiding these things too no one iis perfect, everyone has things that hurt or shame them and focus on outside your head too but I think it could be really nice for your head to have a break from looking inward so much just in your case it feels a bit more prominent with these dynamics everyone has dark or weird things in their minds I also think you are judging yourself on all the stuff in the corners of your mind but things can always get better maybe it can feel like there is no solution when we are not used to talking about something I think it could be really nice for you to have a more peaceful cosy life now let go of some of these things that are hurting you maybe it could be nice to make a change now do you think you can see someone who can help? we are meant for greatness- I can see it I’m certain it will happen in its own time I like you because I recognized you that is ok for me I understand what you mean now about timings and rhythm I think you are a sweet talented kind person it just makes sense one day - I’m certain if it’s helpful to Stewart I don’t mind you using the codes you have to hide what you really want to express I hope you are feeling ok too one day I will get you to make me a playlist of some sort Oasis Of The Wind II A Story Of Forest And Water i am here for you, no rush it is kind of new territory for me :) but Francis needs to get used to me first? but Stewart would like me to stay? and that’s why it’s been a bit confusing for me and other times to protect you? and trying to communicate with me every day but i would like him to feel safe with me also this can help build an understanding of how you all like to work I hope I didn’t unintentionally do something that hurt you sorry if i didn’t understand before and maybe that’s why you have different meanings in your messages? I think I am beginning to understand better now I would really like that for you you all deserve to be safe without suffering for it but staying in places that cause you harm isn’t the only way to keep you safe any I know Francis works hard to keep you safe you just want to make sure I don’t hurt you ? but maybe that’s not a real reflection of how you feel about me? just sometimes you can say it in a mean I get the impression that all versions know I was the best for you and maybe Stewart is the quiet one? I wonder if there is a way I can help him see that it may be nicer for him to stop now I can understand that it’s to make sure I don’t hurt you? and that is why he can do things that are a bit mean to me? Do you think Francis is just trying to protect you ? but I’m still here waiting for you Stewart New Page 808080808 pieces
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I just need some time to find myself again a bitI knew the circumstances and chose to do it.and not feel like you did something wrongI understand so I hope you can understand me saying thisI just need some exchange afterwords and I know you are busybut I did really enjoy it - it was perfect for meand that’s not really possible right nowbut I n a bit of emotional exchange afterwardswhich I really enjoyed very much.it’s my fault for putting myself in that situationbecause otherwise I feel a bit left on my own afterwardsI think maybe it’s better if we don’t do stuff for nowNew Pageand I don’t think you are able to give that to me right nowI think i need a bit more attention and reassurance if we are doing thatwhilst you are in that situationI think doing stuff makes it more complicated for meim going to take a bit of a break from here nowi would really like Francis to feel like I am his friendinfact that is something that upsets me - the thought of hurting someonei am not someone who likes hurting peopleso it would be nice if Francis can see that he can trust me a bita form of protection. I see that Francis is trying to protect youits the way our minds handle these thingsalso I have read that it is very common to have seperate selves after some traumaplease I would really like that for youlet your mind rest and find itself againtry if you can to take a break from this stuff nowi wish you could see that you deserve much nicer thingswho for some reason seems to think he deserves to sufferi think you are a very sweet lovely personand choose to think about ourselves in a more positive waybut i think its also nice to not focus on these things so muchjust like you - everyone is very good at hiding these things toono one iis perfect, everyone has things that hurt or shame themand focus on outside your head toobut I think it could be really nice for your head to have a break from looking inward so muchjust in your case it feels a bit more prominent with these dynamicseveryone has dark or weird things in their mindsI also think you are judging yourself on all the stuff in the corners of your mindbut things can always get bettermaybe it can feel like there is no solution when we are not used to talking about somethingI think it could be really nice for you to have a more peaceful cosy life nowlet go of some of these things that are hurting youmaybe it could be nice to make a change nowdo you think you can see someone who can help?we are meant for greatness- I can see itI’m certain it will happen in its own timeI like you because I recognized youthat is ok for meI understand what you mean now about timings and rhythmI think you are a sweet talented kind personit just makes senseone day - I’m certainif it’s helpful to Stewart I don’t mind you using the codesyou have to hide what you really want to expressI hope you are feeling ok tooone day I will get you to make me a playlist of some sortOasis Of The Wind II A Story Of Forest And Wateri am here for you, no rushit is kind of new territory for me :)but Francis needs to get used to me first?but Stewart would like me to stay?and that’s why it’s been a bit confusing for meand other times to protect you?and trying to communicate with me every daybut i would like him to feel safe with me alsothis can help build an understanding of how you all like to workI hope I didn’t unintentionally do something that hurt yousorry if i didn’t understand beforeand maybe that’s why you have different meanings in your messages?I think I am beginning to understand better nowI would really like that for youyou all deserve to be safe without suffering for itbut staying in places that cause you harm isn’t the only way to keep you safe anyI know Francis works hard to keep you safeyou just want to make sure I don’t hurt you ?but maybe that’s not a real reflection of how you feel about me?just sometimes you can say it in a mean I get the impression that all versions know I was the best for youand maybe Stewart is the quiet one?I wonder if there is a way I can help him see that it may be nicer for him to stop nowI can understand thatit’s to make sure I don’t hurt you?and that is why he can do things that are a bit mean to me?Do you think Francis is just trying to protect you ?but I’m still here waiting for you StewartNew Page808080808pieces

 

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