the spiral is now spinning the outwards — Hannah McDonald

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His reply to me was really nice but it’s nice to have his support and you could say you need some time to sort it yourself that will make him feel important to you he will feel closer to you knowing that you wanted to share with him Will make you feel so much lighter and i really think sharing something however small with ffion so try some small steps you have to ensure that your relationship with them isn’t shaken further by her just to keep some contact until you have found a long term solution and then maybe he can help with Archie So you could just say something to acknowledge what I said I didn’t mention any specifics I’ve already said a bit about someone bothering you could you try and share a little with Ffion? did you know Louise was my middle name? I promise you that would make a difference to them even if they don’t say it but hold on and you will make it up to them soon some work issue is really getting to you and naking you respond unlike your saying sorry if not seeming yourself at this moment But why not send a message to your boys and I’m not sure if i misunderstood (apologies if so) everything will slowly get better from now on I promise the more I see and know the more her power weakens I have wondered for a while is that her threatening you And I think I saw on her ig - the rain and earache post She is not like you even when hidden - I could see it I can sense your warmth and sincerity you show real emotion - even when you think you don’t is solid proof for me as to her personality To be able to ignore her real motherhood experience in such a way and went directly into some covert reference to your dynamic when asked about her son visiting the exhibition she showed no emo while talking in such a way I can see that only someone with strong narcissistic or other tendencies could be so cold I could see how every answer was referring covertly to you just so you know I watched a recorded interview with her and her gallery it is likely that she would not really go through with what she is threatening she also has a lot to lose maybe that would be better than staying in this situation she would only be revealing her true self to the world - and would be the ultimate loser would eventually know that and understand that you are a victim so people (I don’t know the specifics but can guess who it may impact) It is also likely to be very clear then you have been blackmailed but then her power would be gone and you can rebuild where necessary there maybe a relative short term big impact also start to think about what would happen if she did what she is threatening when you go for a walk after the room - try to think about this but this abuse cycle is merging what she can really do in reality and what she can’t once you have identified the clear specifics we can make a plan for each and what are just her words (in the physical world) try to clarify in your mind what is a real threat in the physical world as she may not do it in reality if so where is she threatening something that would actually impact her reputation and relationships too try to use moments of calm to identify the specifics of her control threatening to expose - exposé’s herself too I have also been thinking how anything she may be StopNCII.org I hope you are ok you are sweet the spiral is now spinning the outwards ruining themselves with the exact tools they use to hurt others and evil people always give themselves away in the end no reign lasts forever slowly she will unravel herself so she has given me proof in you i can see when you ask to stop and she doesnt want to she is starting to leave a trail I feel like you are trying to trust me more which I really like which I think is a good sign of how far you’ve come but I do notice that how you react to things seems less manic high and low and also why sometimes it’s the truth and a trick at the same time I think I understand a bit better why you need to do that Your response sometimes made it feel like it was a trick to make me think that way although i guessed certain things I understand why you need to take your time now Kintsugi I hope you know that you don’t deserve that I’m sorry you have to go through this Stewart thank you for being honest with me slow and gentle i wont say more tonight as I know it can be too much in one go pieces

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His reply to me was really nice but it’s nice to have his support and you could say you need some time to sort it yourself that will make him feel important to you he will feel closer to you knowing that you wanted to share with him Will make you feel so much lighter and i really think sharing something however small with ffion so try some small steps you have to ensure that your relationship with them isn’t shaken further by her just to keep some contact until you have found a long term solution and then maybe he can help with Archie So you could just say something to acknowledge what I said I didn’t mention any specifics I’ve already said a bit about someone bothering you could you try and share a little with Ffion?did you know Louise was my middle name?I promise you that would make a difference to them even if they don’t say it but hold on and you will make it up to them soon some work issue is really getting to you and naking you respond unlike your saying sorry if not seeming yourself at this moment But why not send a message to your boys and I’m not sure if i misunderstood (apologies if so)everything will slowly get better from now on I promise the more I see and know the more her power weakens I have wondered for a while is that her threatening you And I think I saw on her ig - the rain and earache post She is not like you even when hidden - I could see it I can sense your warmth and sincerity you show real emotion - even when you think you don’t is solid proof for me as to her personality To be able to ignore her real motherhood experience in such a way and went directly into some covert reference to your dynamic when asked about her son visiting the exhibition she showed no emo while talking in such a way I can see that only someone with strong narcissistic or other tendencies could be so cold I could see how every answer was referring covertly to you just so you know I watched a recorded interview with her and her gallery it is likely that she would not really go through with what she is threatening she also has a lot to lose maybe that would be better than staying in this situation she would only be revealing her true self to the world - and would be the ultimate loser would eventually know that and understand that you are a victim so people (I don’t know the specifics but can guess who it may impact)It is also likely to be very clear then you have been blackmailed but then her power would be gone and you can rebuild where necessary there maybe a relative short term big impact also start to think about what would happen if she did what she is threatening when you go for a walk after the room - try to think about this but this abuse cycle is merging what she can really do in reality and what she can’t once you have identified the clear specifics we can make a plan for each and what are just her words (in the physical world)try to clarify in your mind what is a real threat in the physical world as she may not do it in reality if so where is she threatening something that would actually impact her reputation and relationships too try to use moments of calm to identify the specifics of her control threatening to expose - exposé’s herself too I have also been thinking how anything she may be StopNCII.org I hope you are ok you are sweet the spiral is now spinning the outwards ruining themselves with the exact tools they use to hurt others and evil people always give themselves away in the end no reign lasts forever slowly she will unravel herself so she has given me proof in you i can see when you ask to stop and she doesnt want to she is starting to leave a trail I feel like you are trying to trust me more which I really like which I think is a good sign of how far you’ve come but I do notice that how you react to things seems less manic high and low and also why sometimes it’s the truth and a trick at the same time I think I understand a bit better why you need to do that Your response sometimes made it feel like it was a trick to make me think that way although i guessed certain things I understand why you need to take your time now Kintsugi I hope you know that you don’t deserve that I’m sorry you have to go through this Stewart thank you for being honest with me slow and gentle i wont say more tonight as I know it can be too much in one go pieces

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