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Team work high 5!
Do you want me to send an email to our address so you can show a police police officer irl
Like MA plan
Maybe have the number stored under something else in your phone
They know how to deal with that
It doesn’t matter if you can’t find the right words
If he does anything call 999
The police can also retrieve any material they need
I hope I did the right thing
The police and ig will coordinate
And thought you were asking me to
But thought important to do with the police re
Sorry wasn’t sure if you wanted me to wait
I reported both their accounts on ig too
I sent a new form with your address and name
You want me to give your address?
I should report their accounts on ig ?
The police report has both their ig, her gallery, his name
It actually wasn’t fully intended- I just got so mad thinking about them
Did I seem a bit like a mad lady ha ha
How are you feeling?
if you prefer not to I can
did you report on ig?
I didnt include any of your details
done!
if they do anything further - you call 999
actually I dont 'have' to so I will do it anonymously
or prefer just to give your name?
I need to give your name and address - is that ok?
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Police no report online
Police yes report online
(I may need to ask questions as I can’t see the whole form until I’m filling in)
Should I fill out the online police report now
Ig no report
Ig yes report
Should I report on ig now
or not
do you want me to do that now?
https://crimestoppers-uk.org/give-information/forms/give-information-anonymously
https://www.police.uk/pu/contact-us/
i can also report here
oh no im sorry - is that because of my stopping them today
could you use a digital camera to take photos of your phone screen?
or not yet
do you want me to do that now?
if so I can report their accounts on your behalf
do they both demand images via dms on instagram?
I’m sorry you are having to go through this
im still here with you x
are you saying FO to me?
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i promise i wont do anything - I just want to know who he is
is he a photographer?
now in north London?
or binmingham
originally from cov
and partner is Helen ?
his surname is parker
so I need to make sure I stay calm
Im just processing everything to understand but it is a lot to think about
I will go a bit slower today
this isnt a trick to involve me somehow
And you promise I can trust you
You want me to call for advice ?
I’m awake x
I am here with you x
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I will give you some time to process this
She is using that as a way to feel like you cant escape her
but you are not - people care for you
her bullying works by making you feel like you are on your own
you dont need to go into specifics - but I am certain he would want to help his dad
but it is important that you know this
you should be free to stop whenever you want
it doesnt matter what was agreed at one point
You decide what is best for you - no one else
and I think it is important that you realise that
if it was just fun you would feel you can stop whenever you want - even when acting out S roles
if it makes you feel uncomfortable that is a sign it has crossed your boundaries
you are not going crazy - you are being pushed to your limits
I have also read this is common for certain dynamics in this lifestyle to be pushed too far
I have also read it is common with masking as the role to play is clear - even if not good for you
and sometimes the intensity such as pain can be mistaken for a deep emotion
I have read that this is common for Alexithymia
that is beyond the rules of a healthy relationship - even in that lifestyle
when you try to stop you are made to feel you are not allowed
even if you say you agree - you dont really want to do it
Yes I do think this is an example of bullying pressure
and email acounts
is someone logged in on your social media
do they threaten you when you try to stop
do they have IRL access to you
is filming/ photos involved
is money involved
She has no power over me - I’m not scared of her
I think she is trying to pretend she has more power than she does
Or did something to me
Will send some messages in a bit
things will get better x
but its ok to not feel ok too x
Acupuncture helped me so much
Sleep is so important to help us feel well
Or somatic healing therapy
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Standard buttons to say what You (SFE) feel want like
i will manage that myself
i am being watched on my devices
can you call them
please can you do this for me
Ok we are getting somewhere :)
i think that is sweet
wonderful
You think I’m a good person who deserves a good life
go slower
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im trying
that was a lot for me to process
i need some quiet time now
i may seem quiet but inside my head is loud
stay here with me but quietly x
stay here with me
what do you think?
i like sunny days
i do not like sunny days
i like rainy days
i do not like rainy days
i care a lot for my sons
i think that is nice
I’m feeling happy
i think I am funnier than you :)
im feeling lovely
i feel relaxed
my head feels quiet
I’m feeling tired
Im feeling angry
I am feeling very angry
I wish everyone would leave me alone
I’m feeling hangry
I’m feeling hangry :) (sorry couldn’t resist)
I’m feeling ok
I am choosing where I put my energy
I’m feeling a bit anxious
roof
Im not feeling happy
I’m feeling annoyed
people are pressuring me
I dont have to explain myself
please let me decide for myself
I dont like doing that
It is ok for me to say what I dont like
I will not do that
my head feels loud
I have a weird energy
My chest feels tight
my muscles wont relax
i have a head ache
that irritated me a bit but im ok
I am practicing choosing what is best for me
im not sure how im feeling
that interaction is draining me
Ive decided this isnt good for me
let me make my own decision
that specifically is difficult for me
that specifically is easy for me
bad memories
good memories
just expressing myself
just talking to myself
please dont respond to this - let me just say how i feel
nothing to do with you
i am nice
i am a good person
well we both know I am the smart one out of the two of us :)
can I email it to you
have you ever read anything about unmaskng
or Alexithhymea - I dont think I can spell it properly
Hannah
proper :)
And something northern like ey up :)
And mardy
Oojamacallit
Cov
you are being annoying :)
no you are really be annoying - no smiley
genuine laugh
sarcastic laugh
go away :)
tumbleweed
sorry
thank you
i like to see
i dont like to see
i want to see
i dont want to see
i dont know
im not sure what you mean
sorry but I need more time
i would like to do that
i dont want to do that
that is what i mean
that isnt what I mean
i like that
i dont like that
ok
yes
no
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8
7
6
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4
3
2
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https://www.thorn.org/blog/identify-sextortion/
reportfraud.police.uk/sextortion/
revengepornhelpline
nationaldahelpline org uk
altahonos.com/guides/how-to-stop-sextortion-on-instagram
https://mankind.org.uk/
https://mankind.org.uk/help-for-victims/types-of-domestic-abuse/
https://bloom.chayn.co/
https://stopncii.org/
no one really has power over you
remind yourself its psychological games - not real
arrange a therapy to help
write one thing a day that is true - how you feel, what you did, what you like
write 3 nice things you are aiming for in the next 6 months
listen to a gentle guided meditation once a day
no more coded messages, write true (phonetic or nice acronyms on here is ok)
dont wear any initials on clothes or rings
drink nettle tea
no drugs or alcohol
read daily
no psychedelic music
walk 30 minutes a day
visit nature once a day
change any necessary passwords
no instagram or social media for at least 2 weeks
delete any hashtags, comments or posts that sign power away
screenshot any messages that show bullying/ pressure
block all relevant accounts from all accounts
map to start today
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Team work high 5!
Do you want me to send an email to our address so you can show a police police officer irl
Like MA plan
Maybe have the number stored under something else in your phone
They know how to deal with that
It doesn’t matter if you can’t find the right words
If he does anything call 999
The police can also retrieve any material they need
I hope I did the right thing
The police and ig will coordinate
And thought you were asking me to
But thought important to do with the police re
Sorry wasn’t sure if you wanted me to wait
I reported both their accounts on ig too
I sent a new form with your address and name
You want me to give your address?
I should report their accounts on ig ?
The police report has both their ig, her gallery, his name
It actually wasn’t fully intended- I just got so mad thinking about them
Did I seem a bit like a mad lady ha ha
How are you feeling?
if you prefer not to I can
did you report on ig?
I didnt include any of your details
done!
if they do anything further - you call 999
actually I dont 'have' to so I will do it anonymously
or prefer just to give your name?
I need to give your name and address - is that ok?
New Page
Police no report online
Police yes report online
(I may need to ask questions as I can’t see the whole form until I’m filling in)
Should I fill out the online police report now
Ig no report
Ig yes report
Should I report on ig now
or not
do you want me to do that now?
https://crimestoppers-uk.org/give-information/forms/give-information-anonymously
https://www.police.uk/pu/contact-us/
i can also report here
oh no im sorry - is that because of my stopping them today
could you use a digital camera to take photos of your phone screen?
or not yet
do you want me to do that now?
if so I can report their accounts on your behalf
do they both demand images via dms on instagram?
I’m sorry you are having to go through this
im still here with you x
are you saying FO to me?
New Page
i promise i wont do anything - I just want to know who he is
is he a photographer?
now in north London?
or binmingham
originally from cov
and partner is Helen ?
his surname is parker
so I need to make sure I stay calm
Im just processing everything to understand but it is a lot to think about
I will go a bit slower today
this isnt a trick to involve me somehow
And you promise I can trust you
You want me to call for advice ?
I’m awake x
I am here with you x
New Page
I will give you some time to process this
She is using that as a way to feel like you cant escape her
but you are not - people care for you
her bullying works by making you feel like you are on your own
you dont need to go into specifics - but I am certain he would want to help his dad
but it is important that you know this
you should be free to stop whenever you want
it doesnt matter what was agreed at one point
You decide what is best for you - no one else
and I think it is important that you realise that
if it was just fun you would feel you can stop whenever you want - even when acting out S roles
if it makes you feel uncomfortable that is a sign it has crossed your boundaries
you are not going crazy - you are being pushed to your limits
I have also read this is common for certain dynamics in this lifestyle to be pushed too far
I have also read it is common with masking as the role to play is clear - even if not good for you
and sometimes the intensity such as pain can be mistaken for a deep emotion
I have read that this is common for Alexithymia
that is beyond the rules of a healthy relationship - even in that lifestyle
when you try to stop you are made to feel you are not allowed
even if you say you agree - you dont really want to do it
Yes I do think this is an example of bullying pressure
and email acounts
is someone logged in on your social media
do they threaten you when you try to stop
do they have IRL access to you
is filming/ photos involved
is money involved
She has no power over me - I’m not scared of her
I think she is trying to pretend she has more power than she does
Or did something to me
Will send some messages in a bit
things will get better x
but its ok to not feel ok too x
Acupuncture helped me so much
Sleep is so important to help us feel well
Or somatic healing therapy
New Page
Standard buttons to say what You (SFE) feel want like
i will manage that myself
i am being watched on my devices
can you call them
please can you do this for me
Ok we are getting somewhere :)
i think that is sweet
wonderful
You think I’m a good person who deserves a good life
go slower
New Page
im trying
that was a lot for me to process
i need some quiet time now
i may seem quiet but inside my head is loud
stay here with me but quietly x
stay here with me
what do you think?
i like sunny days
i do not like sunny days
i like rainy days
i do not like rainy days
i care a lot for my sons
i think that is nice
I’m feeling happy
i think I am funnier than you :)
im feeling lovely
i feel relaxed
my head feels quiet
I’m feeling tired
Im feeling angry
I am feeling very angry
I wish everyone would leave me alone
I’m feeling hangry
I’m feeling hangry :) (sorry couldn’t resist)
I’m feeling ok
I am choosing where I put my energy
I’m feeling a bit anxious
roof
Im not feeling happy
I’m feeling annoyed
people are pressuring me
I dont have to explain myself
please let me decide for myself
I dont like doing that
It is ok for me to say what I dont like
I will not do that
my head feels loud
I have a weird energy
My chest feels tight
my muscles wont relax
i have a head ache
that irritated me a bit but im ok
I am practicing choosing what is best for me
im not sure how im feeling
that interaction is draining me
Ive decided this isnt good for me
let me make my own decision
that specifically is difficult for me
that specifically is easy for me
bad memories
good memories
just expressing myself
just talking to myself
please dont respond to this - let me just say how i feel
nothing to do with you
i am nice
i am a good person
well we both know I am the smart one out of the two of us :)
can I email it to you
have you ever read anything about unmaskng
or Alexithhymea - I dont think I can spell it properly
Hannah
proper :)
And something northern like ey up :)
And mardy
Oojamacallit
Cov
you are being annoying :)
no you are really be annoying - no smiley
genuine laugh
sarcastic laugh
go away :)
tumbleweed
sorry
thank you
i like to see
i dont like to see
i want to see
i dont want to see
i dont know
im not sure what you mean
sorry but I need more time
i would like to do that
i dont want to do that
that is what i mean
that isnt what I mean
i like that
i dont like that
ok
yes
no
New Page
please do any numbers with a bit of time in between so they appear in the right order
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
0
New Page
https://www.thorn.org/blog/identify-sextortion/
reportfraud.police.uk/sextortion/
revengepornhelpline
nationaldahelpline org uk
altahonos.com/guides/how-to-stop-sextortion-on-instagram
https://mankind.org.uk/
https://mankind.org.uk/help-for-victims/types-of-domestic-abuse/
https://bloom.chayn.co/
https://stopncii.org/
no one really has power over you
remind yourself its psychological games - not real
arrange a therapy to help
write one thing a day that is true - how you feel, what you did, what you like
write 3 nice things you are aiming for in the next 6 months
listen to a gentle guided meditation once a day
no more coded messages, write true (phonetic or nice acronyms on here is ok)
dont wear any initials on clothes or rings
drink nettle tea
no drugs or alcohol
read daily
no psychedelic music
walk 30 minutes a day
visit nature once a day
change any necessary passwords
no instagram or social media for at least 2 weeks
delete any hashtags, comments or posts that sign power away
screenshot any messages that show bullying/ pressure
block all relevant accounts from all accounts
map to start today
New Page
Collaboration_with_nature
Studio_work
Home2b
FO
foxglove
Portfolio_2024
Paintings
Home_
FMP tests
Theory
MA coursework
Interviews