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i blocked you on instagram just incase
5 see, 4 hear, 3 touch, 2 smell, 1 taste
im here with you - are you ok? x
shall i file an online police report about dmg?
any escalation we call the police
but he may be scared if he has blocked me
its ok ive blocked everyone else
they must know who i am
familystore has blocked me
i am still blocking anyone I think is involved
is he in the group but not aggressive?
so you are waiting on ben d laser for now?
sorry trying to read the clues :)
gondolin records
glassmodern
freya Macphail
linda higton
liam sawyer
auldgoggie / justin
Vinnie Neuberg
Or nothing to do with her
And is Claire involved?
Just checking
He needs help
Nothing to do with him
Sorry to ask this but is Archie safe
there are more than that
yes there are 2
no thats it
are there 2 more people in the group
its almost over - just hold on for this last push
adam haigton
ben d laser
holly miami
gwydions_garden
what about
I have reported him, vv and p lrlr
did you know i would understand your messages and paintings?
but choose what feels most comfortable for you
yes i do think so
should you report the images to stopncii ?
I am here with you x
no dmg ig HH
yes dmg ig HH
do you want me to report DMG in IG also?
Dalai Lama
Rev. Qalvy Grainzvolt
brother richard
im trying to be safe
they are reaching out to me too
but I am only reacting if someone comes for me
i think you are telling me to be careful
It doesn’t matter about his work - safety is much more important
It is highly likely these people have done things to other people also
But if he is also threatening you should report
Nothing can get through that light
I am also maintaining those light circles around you and me
And they will be maintaining that circle through out the day
Visualize the great Buddhist monks have placed a circle of protective light around you
Or non fiction
Listen to the healing guided meditation
In contrast to her cruel dark art / her lonely soul
Think about the intent of my art - it shows what’s in my soul
I promise you can trust me - I am here with you
New Page
That was all I was doing
Jedi mind tricks
Visualize them being pushed to the floor
You can visualize whatever you want
Visualize pushing v and p away physically
Visualize having all your Buddhist community standing with you shining bright light at them
It’s all about visualization before they pull you in
Or not him
Should I report him on ig
Or just coincidence
Is deadmanglasses threatening you
Would it be a good moment to call Ffion?
But wheels are in motion don’t worry
What we reported is being assessed and validated (standard)
I hope thats ok
Team work high 5!
Like MA plan
Maybe have the number stored under something else in your phone
They know how to deal with that
It doesn’t matter if you can’t find the right words
If he does anything call 999
done!
New Page
Police no report online
Police yes report online
https://crimestoppers-uk.org/give-information/forms/give-information-anonymously
https://www.police.uk/pu/contact-us/
could you use a digital camera to take photos of your phone screen?
im still here with you x
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so I need to make sure I stay calm
Im just processing everything to understand but it is a lot to think about
And you promise I can trust you
New Page
I will give you some time to process this
She is using that as a way to feel like you cant escape her
but you are not - people care for you
her bullying works by making you feel like you are on your own
you dont need to go into specifics - but I am certain he would want to help his dad
but it is important that you know this
you should be free to stop whenever you want
it doesnt matter what was agreed at one point
You decide what is best for you - no one else
and I think it is important that you realise that
if it was just fun you would feel you can stop whenever you want - even when acting out S roles
if it makes you feel uncomfortable that is a sign it has crossed your boundaries
you are not going crazy - you are being pushed to your limits
I have also read this is common for certain dynamics in this lifestyle to be pushed too far
I have also read it is common with masking as the role to play is clear - even if not good for you
and sometimes the intensity such as pain can be mistaken for a deep emotion
I have read that this is common for Alexithymia
that is beyond the rules of a healthy relationship - even in that lifestyle
when you try to stop you are made to feel you are not allowed
even if you say you agree - you dont really want to do it
Yes I do think this is an example of bullying pressure
and email acounts
is someone logged in on your social media
do they threaten you when you try to stop
do they have IRL access to you
is filming/ photos involved
is money involved
She has no power over me - I’m not scared of her
I think she is trying to pretend she has more power than she does
Or did something to me
Will send some messages in a bit
things will get better x
but its ok to not feel ok too x
Acupuncture helped me so much
Sleep is so important to help us feel well
Or somatic healing therapy
New Page
Standard buttons to say what You (SFE) feel want like
i will manage that myself
i am being watched on my devices
can you call them
please can you do this for me
Ok we are getting somewhere :)
i think that is sweet
wonderful
You think I’m a good person who deserves a good life
go slower
New Page
im trying
that was a lot for me to process
i need some quiet time now
i may seem quiet but inside my head is loud
stay here with me but quietly x
stay here with me
what do you think?
i like sunny days
i do not like sunny days
i like rainy days
i do not like rainy days
i care a lot for my sons
i think that is nice
I’m feeling happy
i think I am funnier than you :)
im feeling lovely
i feel relaxed
my head feels quiet
I’m feeling tired
Im feeling angry
I am feeling very angry
I wish everyone would leave me alone
I’m feeling hangry
I’m feeling hangry :) (sorry couldn’t resist)
I’m feeling ok
I am choosing where I put my energy
I’m feeling a bit anxious
roof
Im not feeling happy
I’m feeling annoyed
people are pressuring me
I dont have to explain myself
please let me decide for myself
I dont like doing that
It is ok for me to say what I dont like
I will not do that
my head feels loud
I have a weird energy
My chest feels tight
my muscles wont relax
i have a head ache
that irritated me a bit but im ok
I am practicing choosing what is best for me
im not sure how im feeling
that interaction is draining me
Ive decided this isnt good for me
let me make my own decision
that specifically is difficult for me
that specifically is easy for me
bad memories
good memories
just expressing myself
just talking to myself
please dont respond to this - let me just say how i feel
nothing to do with you
i am nice
i am a good person
well we both know I am the smart one out of the two of us :)
can I email it to you
have you ever read anything about unmaskng
or Alexithhymea - I dont think I can spell it properly
Hannah
proper :)
And something northern like ey up :)
And mardy
Oojamacallit
Cov
you are being annoying :)
no you are really be annoying - no smiley
genuine laugh
sarcastic laugh
go away :)
tumbleweed
sorry
thank you
i like to see
i dont like to see
i want to see
i dont want to see
i dont know
im not sure what you mean
sorry but I need more time
i would like to do that
i dont want to do that
that is what i mean
that isnt what I mean
i like that
i dont like that
ok
yes
no
New Page
please do any numbers with a bit of time in between so they appear in the right order
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
0
New Page
https://www.thorn.org/blog/identify-sextortion/
reportfraud.police.uk/sextortion/
revengepornhelpline
nationaldahelpline org uk
altahonos.com/guides/how-to-stop-sextortion-on-instagram
https://mankind.org.uk/
https://mankind.org.uk/help-for-victims/types-of-domestic-abuse/
https://bloom.chayn.co/
https://stopncii.org/
no one really has power over you
remind yourself its psychological games - not real
arrange a therapy to help
write one thing a day that is true - how you feel, what you did, what you like
write 3 nice things you are aiming for in the next 6 months
listen to a gentle guided meditation once a day
no more coded messages, write true (phonetic or nice acronyms on here is ok)
dont wear any initials on clothes or rings
drink nettle tea
no drugs or alcohol
read daily
no psychedelic music
walk 30 minutes a day
visit nature once a day
change any necessary passwords
no instagram or social media for at least 2 weeks
delete any hashtags, comments or posts that sign power away
screenshot any messages that show bullying/ pressure
block all relevant accounts from all accounts
map to start today
wonderfulbeachwalk@gmail.com
StuHan8@
New Page
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i blocked you on instagram just incase
5 see, 4 hear, 3 touch, 2 smell, 1 taste
im here with you - are you ok? x
shall i file an online police report about dmg?
any escalation we call the police
but he may be scared if he has blocked me
its ok ive blocked everyone else
they must know who i am
familystore has blocked me
i am still blocking anyone I think is involved
is he in the group but not aggressive?
so you are waiting on ben d laser for now?
sorry trying to read the clues :)
gondolin records
glassmodern
freya Macphail
linda higton
liam sawyer
auldgoggie / justin
Vinnie Neuberg
Or nothing to do with her
And is Claire involved?
Just checking
He needs help
Nothing to do with him
Sorry to ask this but is Archie safe
there are more than that
yes there are 2
no thats it
are there 2 more people in the group
its almost over - just hold on for this last push
adam haigton
ben d laser
holly miami
gwydions_garden
what about
I have reported him, vv and p lrlr
did you know i would understand your messages and paintings?
but choose what feels most comfortable for you
yes i do think so
should you report the images to stopncii ?
I am here with you x
no dmg ig HH
yes dmg ig HH
do you want me to report DMG in IG also?
Dalai Lama
Rev. Qalvy Grainzvolt
brother richard
im trying to be safe
they are reaching out to me too
but I am only reacting if someone comes for me
i think you are telling me to be careful
It doesn’t matter about his work - safety is much more important
It is highly likely these people have done things to other people also
But if he is also threatening you should report
Nothing can get through that light
I am also maintaining those light circles around you and me
And they will be maintaining that circle through out the day
Visualize the great Buddhist monks have placed a circle of protective light around you
Or non fiction
Listen to the healing guided meditation
In contrast to her cruel dark art / her lonely soul
Think about the intent of my art - it shows what’s in my soul
I promise you can trust me - I am here with you
New Page
That was all I was doing
Jedi mind tricks
Visualize them being pushed to the floor
You can visualize whatever you want
Visualize pushing v and p away physically
Visualize having all your Buddhist community standing with you shining bright light at them
It’s all about visualization before they pull you in
Or not him
Should I report him on ig
Or just coincidence
Is deadmanglasses threatening you
Would it be a good moment to call Ffion?
But wheels are in motion don’t worry
What we reported is being assessed and validated (standard)
I hope thats ok
Team work high 5!
Like MA plan
Maybe have the number stored under something else in your phone
They know how to deal with that
It doesn’t matter if you can’t find the right words
If he does anything call 999
done!
New Page
Police no report online
Police yes report online
https://crimestoppers-uk.org/give-information/forms/give-information-anonymously
https://www.police.uk/pu/contact-us/
could you use a digital camera to take photos of your phone screen?
im still here with you x
New Page
so I need to make sure I stay calm
Im just processing everything to understand but it is a lot to think about
And you promise I can trust you
New Page
I will give you some time to process this
She is using that as a way to feel like you cant escape her
but you are not - people care for you
her bullying works by making you feel like you are on your own
you dont need to go into specifics - but I am certain he would want to help his dad
but it is important that you know this
you should be free to stop whenever you want
it doesnt matter what was agreed at one point
You decide what is best for you - no one else
and I think it is important that you realise that
if it was just fun you would feel you can stop whenever you want - even when acting out S roles
if it makes you feel uncomfortable that is a sign it has crossed your boundaries
you are not going crazy - you are being pushed to your limits
I have also read this is common for certain dynamics in this lifestyle to be pushed too far
I have also read it is common with masking as the role to play is clear - even if not good for you
and sometimes the intensity such as pain can be mistaken for a deep emotion
I have read that this is common for Alexithymia
that is beyond the rules of a healthy relationship - even in that lifestyle
when you try to stop you are made to feel you are not allowed
even if you say you agree - you dont really want to do it
Yes I do think this is an example of bullying pressure
and email acounts
is someone logged in on your social media
do they threaten you when you try to stop
do they have IRL access to you
is filming/ photos involved
is money involved
She has no power over me - I’m not scared of her
I think she is trying to pretend she has more power than she does
Or did something to me
Will send some messages in a bit
things will get better x
but its ok to not feel ok too x
Acupuncture helped me so much
Sleep is so important to help us feel well
Or somatic healing therapy
New Page
Standard buttons to say what You (SFE) feel want like
i will manage that myself
i am being watched on my devices
can you call them
please can you do this for me
Ok we are getting somewhere :)
i think that is sweet
wonderful
You think I’m a good person who deserves a good life
go slower
New Page
im trying
that was a lot for me to process
i need some quiet time now
i may seem quiet but inside my head is loud
stay here with me but quietly x
stay here with me
what do you think?
i like sunny days
i do not like sunny days
i like rainy days
i do not like rainy days
i care a lot for my sons
i think that is nice
I’m feeling happy
i think I am funnier than you :)
im feeling lovely
i feel relaxed
my head feels quiet
I’m feeling tired
Im feeling angry
I am feeling very angry
I wish everyone would leave me alone
I’m feeling hangry
I’m feeling hangry :) (sorry couldn’t resist)
I’m feeling ok
I am choosing where I put my energy
I’m feeling a bit anxious
roof
Im not feeling happy
I’m feeling annoyed
people are pressuring me
I dont have to explain myself
please let me decide for myself
I dont like doing that
It is ok for me to say what I dont like
I will not do that
my head feels loud
I have a weird energy
My chest feels tight
my muscles wont relax
i have a head ache
that irritated me a bit but im ok
I am practicing choosing what is best for me
im not sure how im feeling
that interaction is draining me
Ive decided this isnt good for me
let me make my own decision
that specifically is difficult for me
that specifically is easy for me
bad memories
good memories
just expressing myself
just talking to myself
please dont respond to this - let me just say how i feel
nothing to do with you
i am nice
i am a good person
well we both know I am the smart one out of the two of us :)
can I email it to you
have you ever read anything about unmaskng
or Alexithhymea - I dont think I can spell it properly
Hannah
proper :)
And something northern like ey up :)
And mardy
Oojamacallit
Cov
you are being annoying :)
no you are really be annoying - no smiley
genuine laugh
sarcastic laugh
go away :)
tumbleweed
sorry
thank you
i like to see
i dont like to see
i want to see
i dont want to see
i dont know
im not sure what you mean
sorry but I need more time
i would like to do that
i dont want to do that
that is what i mean
that isnt what I mean
i like that
i dont like that
ok
yes
no
New Page
please do any numbers with a bit of time in between so they appear in the right order
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
0
New Page
https://www.thorn.org/blog/identify-sextortion/
reportfraud.police.uk/sextortion/
revengepornhelpline
nationaldahelpline org uk
altahonos.com/guides/how-to-stop-sextortion-on-instagram
https://mankind.org.uk/
https://mankind.org.uk/help-for-victims/types-of-domestic-abuse/
https://bloom.chayn.co/
https://stopncii.org/
no one really has power over you
remind yourself its psychological games - not real
arrange a therapy to help
write one thing a day that is true - how you feel, what you did, what you like
write 3 nice things you are aiming for in the next 6 months
listen to a gentle guided meditation once a day
no more coded messages, write true (phonetic or nice acronyms on here is ok)
dont wear any initials on clothes or rings
drink nettle tea
no drugs or alcohol
read daily
no psychedelic music
walk 30 minutes a day
visit nature once a day
change any necessary passwords
no instagram or social media for at least 2 weeks
delete any hashtags, comments or posts that sign power away
screenshot any messages that show bullying/ pressure
block all relevant accounts from all accounts
map to start today
wonderfulbeachwalk@gmail.com
StuHan8@
New Page
Collaboration_with_nature
Studio_work
Home2b
FO
foxglove
Portfolio_2024
Paintings
Home_
FMP tests
Theory
MA coursework
Interviews